tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-60382662011-06-08T14:42:09.136+08:00VomitificationThe chaotic silence blinds my ears and bleeds my eyes.ab_d_rulehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10426246506202954989noreply@blogger.comBlogger431100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6038266.post-63944397719159009022008-09-10T12:57:00.004+08:002008-09-10T13:05:18.477+08:00SabbaticalAll eyes were on methe bright lights were shiningcamera flashes, high expectationsconstant talks of succession.the directions are confusingthe instructions never endingthe behavorial changes appalingand my mind is left contemplatingi chose to run but not escapei disappeared but am always presenti kept quiet but i can speaki shut my ears but i still listenedi stopped thinking but am not ab_d_rulehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10426246506202954989noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6038266.post-62306884480617324712008-02-14T00:52:00.003+08:002008-02-14T01:17:26.398+08:00from cairo to the indian oceanthe breeze sings a romantic lullabya song of undying devotionto be sung to you on the river nile.for i sing to you this song of minefor every dream every night bringsi wanna be your dream and you'll be mineand we'll both play the song lovers singi look upon the passing cloudsi say the words my heart desiresthe words so simple yet so deepwords that are light on the ab_d_rulehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10426246506202954989noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6038266.post-53282040841949129802007-02-26T21:30:00.000+08:002007-02-26T22:17:03.411+08:00looking upon the quiet nightthe moon is hiding behind the cloudsthe stars are not shining brightand i am standing here in the dark.i looked into the lifeless waterin the cold, still nighthoping to see my soul withinbut there wasnt even a reflection of light. baby, this heart is cryingits bleeding its contents outcause all this while i have been waitingand i am still waiting til my time is up. ab_d_rulehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10426246506202954989noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6038266.post-1160675330674366292006-10-13T01:37:00.000+08:002006-10-13T01:48:50.693+08:00warmy sky is dropping bombs on mepounding down like a thousand and one hiroshimahearts sent exploding by the adrenaline rushthere is no time to stop and think.i hear the fighter planes screeching passand the sirens wailing loud and clearamidst the chaotic screams and the listless soulsi could no longer hear my heart beating. my home crumbled and shattered to piecesand my life is burnt down by theab_d_rulehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10426246506202954989noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6038266.post-1160673792176515582006-10-13T01:18:00.000+08:002006-10-13T01:23:12.206+08:00down by the majestic riverunder the moonlit and star studded skywe sat and looked into each others' eyesas you held me close in your armsyou whispered candy coated wordsand showered me with intensely burning passion.we shared our tiny secretsand we talked of our colorful pastswe speak of our beloved hometownwe giggled over our embarrassing momentsand we predicted on our futurejust both you and ab_d_rulehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10426246506202954989noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6038266.post-1148486444541872272006-05-24T23:52:00.000+08:002006-05-25T00:00:44.556+08:00i went deeper than i ever wantedi never knew it affected you.baby, i am sorry for leading you onbut i aint gonna hide the truth from you.you see, i ran a thousand milesand played too many liesto get away from all these livesto get through all these times. i never meant to hurt youi never wish to break youi never wanted it to happeni never did lead you through. you see, i gave up on cupid a long ab_d_rulehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10426246506202954989noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6038266.post-1143116265070801572006-03-23T20:08:00.000+08:002006-03-23T20:17:45.083+08:00runrun from wall to wallrun across the floorrun beneath the warrun to the doorbut the door isnt therethe windows shut tightthe walls painted whitethe lights blinding brighti feel so suffocatedmy breaths are cut shortthis angst ever amountingi down a mind of shoti seek alienationi find troubles of lifei smiled in jubilationonly to fall into downward plightrun from wall to wallrun across the ab_d_rulehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10426246506202954989noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6038266.post-1113130619943402732005-04-10T18:53:00.000+08:002005-04-10T18:56:59.943+08:00Trapped within these wallsMy screams remain unheardSuffocated by my responsibilitiesMy soul hangs on lifelessly.Time crawls to a stand stillMy heart stops pumpingMy brain stops thinkingMy body stops movingBut my lungs breathe unwillingly.The stale air that I breatheMakes my soul weep furiouslyOf the end that never comesAnd the beginning that never leaves.ab_d_rulehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10426246506202954989noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6038266.post-1094547173010816892004-09-07T16:52:00.000+08:002004-09-07T17:22:46.940+08:00missing you...
could that be you? is that really you?oh my god it is you!i've missed you!
the glimmer of hope
that glow of light
all these waiting
finally you are near.
i've missed you.
i've been anticipatingwaiting in agonyfor your returnfor your presence.i've missed you.
i've realised one thing
now that you are here
you never left us
you were here all along
its just that i've missed you.
ab_d_rulehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10426246506202954989noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6038266.post-1089014571582826422004-07-05T15:58:00.000+08:002004-07-05T16:02:51.583+08:00all is still.
not a movement.
not a sound
hush, lay asleep.
close your eyes
and feel the warmth
do you feel it?
do you? do you? do you?
i doab_d_rulehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10426246506202954989noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6038266.post-1085409021093491772004-05-24T22:10:00.000+08:002004-05-24T22:31:53.523+08:00Crants...
The smile on your face
Made the world abit better
The joy of your laugh
Melts the sorrows forever.
Your tears you hide
Your pain you repress
Could you hold it back
and deny it forever?
You gave hope to others
You light up their faces
Though your soul is dying
you kept on walking.
Oh maiden of hope
Your warmth haunts
Your care destroys
Your love bleeds.
The crimson rosen
blankets ab_d_rulehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10426246506202954989noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6038266.post-1082814273848880282004-04-24T21:44:00.000+08:002004-04-24T21:48:43.606+08:00FUCK MYSELF
See the clouds drift
See the castles built
See the fantasy played
See yourself dead.
You played in a garden
full of blossoms and life
filled with joy and happiness
Or so it seems.
You continue dreaming
You always run
You seek solace
But your soul's hurting.
You hope and search
Never giving up
But fuck yourself
for believing.
Feel the fake warmth
Feel the momentary joy
Feel the ab_d_rulehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10426246506202954989noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6038266.post-1081690755552847652004-04-11T21:39:00.000+08:002004-04-11T21:43:07.513+08:00A Letter to A Brother. (Unmailed)
Dear dearest,
You were always there
the cousin, the brother,
the friend, the father,
advising me and the others.
But look in the mirror.
Look at yourself.
I lost you in the reflection.
What? Why? How?
You broke my heart.
You brought me tears.
This tears plummets
from the hurt soul.
What's done is done.
I can't turn back time
nor can i change history
but I ab_d_rulehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10426246506202954989noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6038266.post-1081434754225243702004-04-08T22:32:00.000+08:002004-04-08T22:36:22.340+08:00To all the fucking voices around me,
I carve this angst
on my arms.
I seek sweet pleasure
from my blood.
I see pure life
in sufferings.
I love comfort
in the pain.
The dark wings I own
made me soar in the skies
so high up in the clouds
but I hate it up there.
I want to sink deep
so deep into the life that destroys
dive into the fires of life
and burn my body and soul.
i hate life. i hate ab_d_rulehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10426246506202954989noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6038266.post-1080560625055031692004-03-29T19:43:00.000+08:002004-03-29T19:47:19.110+08:00Physical Geography Test : Hot Deserts
This curse I lay down on you
shall casts a shadow of sufferings
where the light does not shine
while darkness rules your soul.
Your soul is food for Belzebub's consumption
to please his evil heart and desires.
You shall rot in the burning heavens
and put to sleep in the soothing hell.
Imhotep shall be your suffering partner
and Anubis shall spit on your soulab_d_rulehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10426246506202954989noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6038266.post-1080048974060993262004-03-23T21:36:00.000+08:002004-03-23T21:39:39.950+08:00Response to Boey Kim Cheng
Decipher these funny ramblings
for my ears are too delicate
No negative utters or bitchy comments
for damaging my flawless skin it will.
I seek peace and solace
in the sweet beauty of lies
for truth hurts and bites
like sticks and stones that fly.
An addict I am
to the beauty it is
mock sincerity it I believe
for the truth are lies.
Life is an empty space
waiting ab_d_rulehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10426246506202954989noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6038266.post-1079438845827748652004-03-16T20:07:00.000+08:002004-03-16T20:10:42.436+08:00Roll Of My Life
Time never stood still
Memories still lingers here
History has a way of repeating
but the present still continues.
Another place, a better place.
Another person, a better person.
You left me standing here
and you left so abruptly.
But it is not you
It is I who neglects
It is I who shall die
It is I who have sinned.
You ran away from me
as I have sinned
and you found another ab_d_rulehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10426246506202954989noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6038266.post-1078230402505933922004-03-02T20:26:00.000+08:002004-03-02T20:29:39.653+08:00Economics Make Up Lecture
This curse of the mystical creature
is besieged upon your soul
your life is an image of joy
but the reality of pain.
Evil is the eye that seeks
and consumes your light.
Darkness shall be your life
of perpetual blindness, doubt and regret.
Destitute and sorrowful
the song of your life it is
Full of confusion and dread
the life that I planned for you it is
Evil ab_d_rulehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10426246506202954989noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6038266.post-1076824059673997182004-02-15T13:47:00.000+08:002004-02-15T13:50:14.170+08:00The Dance of Love...
Angels and fairies
Dancing and twirling
With eyes glittering
What a magical feeling.
The words tango
with the rhythm and heat
Passionate and sweet
sweeping me off my feet.
The wind glides
gracefully with the trees
And carresing its leaves
Imitating the birds and the bees.
The toad croaks
being oh-so-hip
Cartwheels and a backflip
That's the true b-boy tip.
The snakes ab_d_rulehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10426246506202954989noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6038266.post-1076823534387529802004-02-15T13:38:00.000+08:002004-02-15T13:41:28.996+08:00Fantasy Roleplay...
I'll be you knight in shining armour
Riding a white horse, pure and magical
You will be my princess
Singing melodiously, angelic and echanting.
The castle stands strong
Mighty and ever lasting
Still alone undisturbed, unharmed
amongst images of sheer destruction.
Glittering fairies fluttering around
Leaving behind the trace of fairy dust
Dancing and twirling around
Gigglingab_d_rulehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10426246506202954989noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6038266.post-1075299119493768482004-01-28T22:11:00.000+08:002004-01-28T22:14:10.153+08:00Too Much Negativity
A carnage, a battlefield,
a terminal ward of eternal death,
a land abandoned by God
a land of many diseases.
The negativity is haunting,
Consuming and tearing life apart.
But of all the negativity,
I see a soul smiling.
Is there something wrong?
Is there a reason why?
We're putting up a fight?
Could it be the fear of darkness?
Of losing what we hold so dear?
Humanity ab_d_rulehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10426246506202954989noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6038266.post-1075199732120516922004-01-27T18:35:00.000+08:002004-01-27T18:37:40.873+08:00Everybody Cries
Yes, its the song that describes what I am thinking inside myself.
Oh baby let it rain
I feel it washing over me
The anxiety
I watch it fade away
Coz everything can change
It changes right in front of me
Could you set me free
To where I wanna be
Chorus
Is something wrong, is there a reason why
We're putting up a fight
Don't be ashamed to open up your heart
Everybody cries
I ab_d_rulehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10426246506202954989noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6038266.post-1074696247183822492004-01-21T22:44:00.000+08:002004-01-21T22:46:07.810+08:00Dead Man's Rope
A million footsteps, this left foot drags behind my right
But I keep walking, from daybreak 'til the falling night
And as days turn into weeks and years
And years turn into lifetimes
I just keep walking, like I've been walking for a thousand years
Walk away in emptiness, walk away in sorrow,
Walk away from yesterday, walk away tomorrow
If you're walking to escape, to escape ab_d_rulehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10426246506202954989noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6038266.post-1072628561761926042003-12-29T00:22:00.000+08:002003-12-29T00:23:46.626+08:00The Undefeated
An Acid House Romance
(Extract)
Party Chicks can be subdivided, man, intae like two groups: Hiya Lassies and Sexy Feminists. Straight-Pegs are women who dinnae touch drugs, eh no man, and they shag only dull twats like themselves who are intae aw that home-and-garden shite. These are mainstream straight-pegs, man, dead easy tae spot. There are alternative straight-pegs, the kind ab_d_rulehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10426246506202954989noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6038266.post-1071935026325748882003-12-20T23:43:00.000+08:002003-12-20T23:44:00.910+08:00Weak and Powerless
Tilling my own grave to keep me level
Jam another dragon down the hole
Digging to the rhythm and the echo of a solitary siren
One that pushes me along and leaves me so
Desperate and Ravenous
I'm so weak and powerless over you
Someone feed the monkey while I dig in search of China
White as Dracula as I approach the bottom
Desperate and Ravenous
I'm so weak and powerless overab_d_rulehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10426246506202954989noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6038266.post-1070290007776415372003-12-01T22:46:00.000+08:002003-12-01T22:46:57.513+08:00LTC
Day 1
Stomachs churn
Hearts beat faster
Souls got excited
Voices got louder.
CHallenges arise
Obstacles ladi for us
Tension builds up
Perserverance solved all.
My eyes hurt
My body weakens
My leg aches
Im just tired.
Day 2
Noises and chirping grew louder
Shadows crept in the bird house
Tossing and turning
Fed-up and awakening.
My stomach was hungry
Boiling its content
I felt the ab_d_rulehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10426246506202954989noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6038266.post-1069692979188318162003-11-25T00:56:00.000+08:002003-11-25T00:56:26.780+08:00This one is for Yasmin
Ucapan dihantar lambat sehari,
Janganlah Cik Yasmin susah hati.
Bukan niat saya nak diam diri
Ataupun lupakan rakan sejati.
Usahlah sedih dihari raya,
Senyumlah dah bergembira.
Salam Lebaran ucapan saya,
Ampun dan maaf dipinta.
ab_d_rulehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10426246506202954989noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6038266.post-1069598474507343252003-11-23T22:41:00.000+08:002003-11-23T22:41:22.163+08:00Hari Raya Wishes For My Friends (In Malay)
Can't provide the subtitles, so don't bother reading if you don't understand. It's just he same message I smsed you guys. Just decided to put them here in case you guys delelted it. Heh
To Ain :
Kad raya sudah diterima,
Nak balas tak sempat pula.
Namun, ku tetap ucapkan selamat beraya
tapi melalui sms aja lar ya?
To Ramzi :
Kad raya telah diberimu,
ab_d_rulehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10426246506202954989noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6038266.post-1069237253492501262003-11-19T18:20:00.000+08:002003-11-19T18:21:00.256+08:00Slither
There comes the metallic snake
Clinking and clanking,
Huffing and puffing.
Its massive body
Has a humble skin
Pureness of white
Lustful of red.
As it stop and rest
Along the river bank,
Its pores open,
Simultaneously and uniformed
Waiting impatiently
For the exchnage to begin.
As it open,
A huge massive atom rushed in
Grabbing a seat
Like a cat looking for food
Like a cockroach lookingab_d_rulehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10426246506202954989noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6038266.post-1069147064057661572003-11-18T17:17:00.000+08:002003-11-18T17:17:50.520+08:00Beneath Me
On the surface
Everything seems focused
Well mannered and beautiful.
Moving slowly
With wonderful grace and elegance.
Innocent eyes
Looking lovingly and softly.
Its an image of virtual projection
Of love, innocence and fragility.
But beneath this calm soul
Lies a demon of destruction.
A boy with powers
to destroy, eliminate and inflict pain.
To be viewed lowly
To be regarded ab_d_rulehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10426246506202954989noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6038266.post-1068119179069191412003-11-06T19:46:00.000+08:002003-11-06T19:46:22.176+08:00The Odyssey
(Act 4)
Circe : Very well. But you have to do 'it' with me first
Oddysseus: Do what?
Circe : You know, 'it'
Oddysseus: I don't get you. What is this 'it'?
Circe : 'IT' You know, to have some nookie, to open my love box, to tease me with your trouser snake?
Oddysseus: Come again?
Circe : To copulate, fornicate, make LOVE.
Oddysseus: OH. Why didn't ab_d_rulehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10426246506202954989noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6038266.post-1068046692071199782003-11-05T23:38:00.000+08:002003-11-05T23:38:15.073+08:00Running Away
Why does he feel like running away?
Just leaving this world behind
Getting rid of the albatross
And throwing his crown overboard.
This weight overwhelms
His soul entangled and entwined
His sight darkens
With all the crimson light.
His mind floats away
Like a seed of the angsana plant
He lost his focus
Like a crocodile hypnotised.
He perspires joy
Evanescencing into the glorious ab_d_rulehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10426246506202954989noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6038266.post-1068046620743524572003-11-05T23:37:00.000+08:002003-11-05T23:37:03.760+08:00Untitled - Work In Progress
The decline of the Earl of Denby continued apace. Servants complained that Flossie, the sheep, made a mess of the quarters, yet he insisted that she would be waited on by a team of hand-maidens, who would keep the animal in luxury and contentment, particularly ensuring that the beast's fleece was well-groomed and spotless.
- Flossie, my darling angel, Denby said, ab_d_rulehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10426246506202954989noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6038266.post-1068046570842759252003-11-05T23:36:00.000+08:002003-11-05T23:36:13.870+08:00Oi
Oi, oi, oi, oi, OI
Heh. Juz wanted to say tt.
Ooh, these fingers are itchy
Better type somethin out.
But waddehell
What the who?
Waddehell you bloody smutch
Can't think wad to write
Can't think wad to type
Oh brotha brotha brotha
Finished tt freaky exam
Freaky who?
Freaky exam idiotic fool.
Was ok or was it fine
Either case
I don't even mind
What i get or what they give
Coz I'm outta therre
ab_d_rulehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10426246506202954989noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6038266.post-1068046499766238142003-11-05T23:34:00.001+08:002003-11-05T23:35:02.810+08:00Economics Lecture Last Week
The nervous soul
Glides into the room
Looking around and trembling
Thinking and anticipating.
His weight falls down
Onto the wooden planks
Of hardness and discomfort
Waiting for the voice to speak.
The voice began to speak
The nervous soul and the others settled in
All silent and awaiting
The judgements by the jury.
The voice announced
that judgements are told
Onlyab_d_rulehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10426246506202954989noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6038266.post-1068046444902891462003-11-05T23:34:00.000+08:002003-11-05T23:34:07.950+08:00Hooray
Hooray, Alas.
The obstacle is over
The Albatross has fallen off my neck
Sighs and tears of joy
Glistening on my cheeks.
Hooray, Alas.
No more late nights
No feeling of nervousness
The catharsis has taken place
The exams are finally over.
Hooray, Alas.
I get to meet my soul
I met my one and all
Finally after months
The love has blossom once again.
Hooray, Alas.
I have nothing to worry
Iab_d_rulehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10426246506202954989noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6038266.post-1068046405449410352003-11-05T23:33:00.000+08:002003-11-05T23:33:28.513+08:00Physical Geography
He froze
Not a movement
Not a sound
But his heart is vibrating
His breath is pumping
But his brain stopped
He gets tensed
He panicked
But there is nothing he can do
Other than stare at his paper
The words began to trail off
As he sees the painful future
He sees it on the paper
All the words are staring
As he began to shiver
He is afraid
He is stunned
Alll that he did is wastedab_d_rulehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10426246506202954989noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6038266.post-1068046371418672752003-11-05T23:32:00.001+08:002003-11-05T23:32:54.500+08:00Song of the Dark Soul
I walk through the streets
Getting attention from those I meet
I am like a black African bitch
Walking into a group of white bleach.
Everyone stood still
Not even a molecule vibrate
All the eyes are full of skill
to criticise,hate and discriminate.
The human world wears a facade
They talked about justice and equality
Even mother nature is full facade
Hiding poison and ab_d_rulehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10426246506202954989noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6038266.post-1068046337064156312003-11-05T23:32:00.000+08:002003-11-05T23:32:20.140+08:00Freaky Feeling
Freak in the morning
Freak in the evening
Freak, I wanna be
Freak is just me.
As I walked through the door
And doing my stuff on the dance floor
People would stop and stare
As I do ma thang wit a flare.
They think I'm weird
They think I'm crazy
I don't give a fuck
Im a freak and they just suck.
They said I changed
Im no longer tame
Who the hell are they
Making me their lil preyab_d_rulehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10426246506202954989noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6038266.post-1068046300616388812003-11-05T23:31:00.000+08:002003-11-05T23:31:43.703+08:00Torn
The world is spinning around me
All the voices haunting me
The darkness consumes me
While my soul leaves me.
All these tensions are building
Mounting and increasing
I wish i could build myself spring
But pain is all that it brings.
I am torn between halos and demons;
All these words with cryptic meanings
I seek a life less complicating
Not wanting darkness consuming.
Life is like the ab_d_rulehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10426246506202954989noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6038266.post-1068046256479921212003-11-05T23:30:00.001+08:002003-11-05T23:30:59.580+08:00Fucked Up
The sky is dark
Rain clouds hanging over
Thunder heard from distance
Lightning seen from afar.
The wind gets stronger
The waves get higher
The ground starts shaking
The volcanoes are erupting
Blood rushing down the river
Creating sparks of anger
Water in my brain
Heating up and boiling.
Shouts and screams
Swears and curses
Hatred and anger
Killing the calm soul.
Never knew what ab_d_rulehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10426246506202954989noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6038266.post-1068046218717334402003-11-05T23:30:00.000+08:002003-11-05T23:30:21.830+08:00Konphusion
I picked you up and brought you in
When you came knocking on my door
What made me do that?
Was it love? Was it humanity?
I never knew the answer
I never dared to think
Cause I'll get all konphuzed
And maybe I'll just kill.
I'll kill myself
For letting you in
I'll kill myself
IF I proved to be-
All sympathetic and humane.
The thought scares me
The thought haunts me
What can i do?
Iab_d_rulehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10426246506202954989noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6038266.post-1068045466922725622003-11-05T23:17:00.000+08:002003-11-05T23:29:25.470+08:00Raped
I thought it would be fun
I thought it was cool
I thought it wont harm
I was wrong.
I thought he meant well
I thought he cares for me
I thought he wont do such a thing
I was wrong.
I felt high
I felt light
I felt nice
He took a chance.
He whispered sweet nothings
He brought me home
He gave me a kiss
All I have was gone.
It is over now
It is a pain
It is a shame
I was raped.
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